I hope your home now, safely and alright. It's raining, hope you didn't walk under the rain without an umbrella. Well, go home and have a warm shower, don't catch a cold. I don't want you to fall sick. Have your lunch and drink warm water today, the blow the fan or air con directly at you. Don't wanna see you absent from school at all. I hope your doing your revision now, I'm worried for your grades. I really wanna help you in your physics, you got the lowest in class. I was worried for you when I saw how badly you scored. I really was, I hope that you would take my helping hand and let me help you. I don't wanna see you fail in any subject. Baby, work harder, but don't stress yourself alright. You'll do fine, trust me. Your working hard enough, a little more effort and you'll do good <3

Baby, I love you <3

Don't fall sick anytime soon okay! Stay healthy <3

20Sep2011 15:14

I know you aren't feeling alright, I really wanna know what happened. Is it still because of me, or something else happened too? I'm really worried for you. You don't seem to be alright in class the whole day. Though your still smiling and laughing with your friends, I know that you aren't fine deep down. I really wanna help. I really hope that we can talk like before, now. I really miss you. You might tell your closest friends that I'm sticky and thick skinned. How can you let go of one relationship which was the best and the one you loved so much. I don't know how you feel about our relationship. But don't you think that giving up just like this isn't worth it. We can still continue, lovingly, happily. We do love each other a lot. Baby, I really want you to forgive me and give me another chance. I really can't stand it when your feeling upset, and I can't help you. I'm definitely concerned about you, but when I ask you whether your fine or not, you'll definitely say yes, but I know that you aren't.
Baby, I love you <3

Come back please, we don't want things to be like this between us. Forgive me, I promise you that, the road up ahead will be worth it. I won't hurt you anymore. I'm saying this to all those who are viewing this blog now, in front of all those who are reading this right now. I promise, that I won't hurt you anymore. I don't want to lose you, I don't want you to feel hurt while with me, I want you to feel blissed while by my side.

Baby, you may say that I'm a fool. But I'm a fool that really loves you, and is willing to change for you. I don't wanna make anymore mistakes in life that cause me to regret. No more. Lets do things right, baby?

I love you <3

Remember your meals today, sleep early, do your revision too but don't stay up till too late. Sleep tight and sweet dreams <3

19Sep2011 18:07

Its been raining for the past few days, are you taking care of yourself? I hope you are, don't fall sick now, it isn't a good timing, exams are coming soon, and you might miss out on quite a fair bit. Hope your drinking lots of water, and not soft drinks alright! In the night, I hope that you snuggle yourself in your blanket before you go to bed, don't catch a cold.

Like I've been saying, every single second I'm thinking of you constantly. In the morning, on twitter you posted something angry, I texted you asking you whether you were alright or not. At that very moment when you tweeted that, I was worried for you. I really wish that I could know what happen, and that I wanna help you. I wanna put a smile to your face. In the evening, you said that you wanted a hug on twitter. So I wondered to myself, do you want my hug? I was wondering what happened to you too, something bad happened? Than I decided that I should text you, reminding you to eat your dinner. Hoping that you would reply. Yeah, you didn't. I don't blame you, I blame myself. If not for me, we would still be talking happily now. I would still be getting your reminders. I hope you do eat all your three meals daily. Don't skip them, it isn't good for health. You told me that your fat and you wanna slim down. But Baby, you aren't fat. Even if your fat, I would still love you. No matter how you look, no matter what happens to you, I would still love you. Even if nobody wants you, I would still pick you up and love you. No matter how others criticise you, no matter what others say about you. I wouldn't mind, I'm the one making the decision, nobody would stop me from loving you.

Baby, I'll always wait for you, till the day you come back. Baby, I hope your doing fine with your revisions. You'll be able to do it, you won't retain this year, you won't. You'll definitely be able to promote. Your a hardworking girl, your efforts will pay off. Don't doubt your abilities. Even if you fail tests, its alright. Work harder, you'll do it. Trust me.

Baby, I love you <3

Sleep tight, sleep early tonight. Sweet dreams too. Blankets on, don't catch a cold baby. <3

18Sep2011  20:24

Baby, its been 6 days. Ever since that minute, the time that we spend talking has drastically decreased. I've been texting you reminders everyday now, hoping that you would eat your meals and not skip them, hoping that you won't stay up too late to study, hoping that you'll remind me back too, hoping that you would reply my message too. Can you not treat me as your normal hi-bye friend only? Its not that I don't wanna be your friend at all or whatsoever, its just that, I wanna be your special one, your one and only one, your last one, the one whom would protect you, the one whom would give you warmth in cold times. I wanna be yours truly.

Baby, every single day, I would be hoping that you would reply every message of mine, sending me a morning text, sending me reminders, sending me a good night text, I wanna talk to you so badly, so so so badly. Usually in the morning, you would give me a morning text, if your text was too early you would send a second one, saying that I'm a pig and that you would be doing your revision and you would reply my text later only. Not forgetting you would ask me to eat my breakfast too. In the afternoon, you would text me to tell me to eat my lunch, and we would continue texting before you begin your revision. In the night you would tell me that you would have to switch off your phone, and we will tell each other good night and not to stay up too late. Now I'm the one reminding you, I want you to remind too, I want you to talk to me like how we used to. I want you to call me Baby again.

Baby, honestly, I don't wanna see both of us like this, suffering. Over the past 5 days, I'm just hoping really hard that we can talk happily as usual. But your still upset at me, for what I did. I really don't want you to treat me like this, I don't want you to throw me at one side. Ever since you wanted to end it, you said that after the exams you would return, I've been waiting for your return. I didn't give up on us, I continued telling you how much I love you, I get all so worried for you when your upset, I get worried when you don't reply my text. Although your fine, I'm still worried that something might happen, because I'm not there beside you to protect you, to give you a hug, to care for you, to comfort you. Baby, give us another chance, we still love each other. We still do, I know it. For me, I'm clear of what I want. Which is to protect you, to love you like I never did, to be your one and only, to hug you when you need it, to be your forever and always.

Baby, you were the one who brought colours to my life, who brought other brighter colours in. You were my source of light, you were the Sun, your rays shone so bright that no matter how dark the road up ahead was I could still see it. I can't just see you drift away from me, I need that light of yours, to lead me. To tell me what to do, to tell me where to go, to guide me, to give me warmth. Baby, please, include me in your future, I really wanna walk through this long road with you, no matter how hard it was. I wanna love you and not hurt you. I wanna be honest with you and not to lie to you anymore. My ignorance cost so much for both of us, I don't wanna hurt you ever again. Not even for one tiny mini second. No more, no no no more. I just want you to trust me, again. I won't break your trust anymore. I.. can't move on without you. Everytime, when I take a small step, I would hesitate. I don't wanna make a wrong move. When you were around, I wasn't afraid at all, at the same time I was making sure that every step that I take would be right. It wouldn't do bad for us. That day, I really took the wrong step, I really want you to forgive me and give me another chance. I feel all so lost without you.

Baby, I love you <3 Come back to me one day, include me in your future, for I wanna spend it with you.
Remember to have your meals today. Don't skip any of them.

18Sep2011  11:11

I will never get used to this, never in my life. We don't text at all now, your still unhappy, your still not willing to forgive me :(
I miss you so so so so much. Do you know that I've been waiting for your texts for the past few hours. I'm just hoping that you would text me something, and that we could just talk. Although you'll be giving me one word replies, I don't mind, as long as we're able to talk, I'm contented. I really wish that you would be able to talk to me happily, I know that won't happen now, it won't happen soon either, but I really wish that day will come soon, every now and then I'm thinking about you as usual. In my mind, there is this one picture of you, which is you smiling so sweetly at me, it has been there for every single day. I mean it, every single day, that smile of yours would be right in my head. I miss you so much.

Baby, I hope you taken your dinner already, or you might do so later. Do eat alright?
Sleep early tonight, sleep tight, put on your blanket. Don't blow the fan directly at you even if your hot, if you want to, do put on your blanket and do so. Sweet dreams too.
Baby I love you <3

17Sep2011  19:41

I went to your profile, just wanna take a look at your pictures. When I saw your face on those pictures, at that very moment I just started crying and thoughts flow through my mind "fucker, why did you hurt that girl, why"

I think that I'm the biggest fool amongst the 6 billion people living in this Earth. It took me so long to actually find one who truly loves me and one who dotes on me so much, one who accepts me for who I am, one who puts in effort to make our relationship fruitful. Baby, I will never forget how we spend times together, I will never forget how you loved me, I will never forget how you smile at me, I will never forget that face of yours. Be it when I'm blind or not. The picture of you stays in my mind, clearly.

Forgiveness is what I'm asking from you now. For I really wanna be back with you, I wanna be your priority in life and not your minority. I wanna be the one whom you love most, be it whether I'm fine physically or not. Thoughts of you just come past my mind, pictures of us spending times alone together, flashing by slowly one by one. I can't seem to remember anything else but moments of us together only. You seem all so important to me. Now I'm living in this world of my own in my mind, where you would still shower love on me, where you would still hug me, where you would still remind me, where you would still give me right advices, where you would still talk.. to me.

I really want you to be my last and only girl, I wanna walk through my life journey with you. I can't promise you now that in the future with me, you'll have a good life, but I can promise you something, I'll shower you with love like no other guy does, I'll love you like I never did, I won't hurt you like what I did, I won't make empty promises to you, I won't for I know how much you mean to me. My hands will always be waiting for yours to hold it tightly, till death parts us.

Baby, I love you <3
I'll always be waiting, I know that one very day, you would.

17Sep2011 2:55

Baby :(
I'm breaking down now, I really wanna talk to you like before. My heart is crying so loudly, it has never felt like this before. Your the girl that brought brighter colours to my life, your the girl who made me so happy. Baby, I wanna call you that again. Baby, I miss you, it's been 5 days already, 5 long saddening days. Each day, I would always be thinking of you, regardless of what I'm doing, I would always think about you first before thinking about others. I was doing my homework, than I got stuck I remembered when I used to have problems I could just text you and call you for help. Now I guess you would just ignore me and throw me to one corner. I really hate myself for causing so much hatred you have in me. I don't want you to hate and ignore me, I want you to love and care for me. It really hurts when I know that your texting/talking to others so happily, but when we're talking, sadness fills the air. I really wanna talk to you, I wanna make you smile, I don't wanna see a frown from you, but the sadness that I gave you caused you to hate me and you don't feel like talking to me at all. You wanna treat me as a normal friend of yours only. But no, I don't wanna be a normal friend of yours. I wanna be your one and only boyfriend, cause being a platonic friend of yours just suck. Its not that I don't wanna be friend with you, but, the love that you showered me with, melt my heart and it told me that you were the girl, and no matter what happens I gotta shower love with you, protect you, make you happy. It told me that no matter what happens I can't give up on us, yes I should respect your decision, but this is a decision that neither both of us wants, this is a decision that neither of us thought would happen.

Baby, would you just take back your decision? I know it would be hard for you, but the way we are now, we are suffering even more. Really, we are suffering even more. I don't wanna see you suffer, I once told you that I would rather be the one suffering than you. As a guy I would go all out to protect you at all costs, I wouldn't stand at one side and see you suffer and cry. I really want you back, thats all. No more hurting, no more suffering, no more lies to you, honesty is what I would give you, love is what I would shower on you, care is what I would give you.

Baby, I love you <3

17Sep2011 11:56